Well, Martha Coakley didn't win in Massachusetts last night. I'm pretty disappointed . . . but won't rant on about this. More difficult things weigh on me at the moment.
My grandmother is now in hospice care and now on morphine for the pain. Her kidneys are failing a long with her heart. Sadly, she isn't expected to be around much longer.
This really is the most difficult and emotionally painful thing I've ever experienced. I'm almost 30 years old and have never had a someone close to me pass on. Very blessed and lucky I guess. I can't stop crying sometimes when I get home. Surprisingly, work keeps my mind off it. Monday, T and I drove to CT and visited. She was out of it , not responsive, looked awful, just awful. So tough to see. I keep praying that when she does go it is peacefully and pain free.